Thursday, January 11, 2007

Sleepless

These few days I seemed to be unable to fall asleep. It's like having insomnia.
I can't sleep today. Perhaps my conscience telling me to buck up and study?

Some people in my class are quite "funny". They tell you to not study and just play but they end up becoming studious behind you and sometimes asking for more homework to do as they have nothing to do at home. This is like SO "funny". Sort of like back-stabbing. Killing us off before we can have a one-on-one fair battle in the examination hall.

Some might say this happens when the mind is weak, people tell you to do what, then you do what. They say this as a weak personality and foolish to be manipulated by someone. But THIS is a decision, a decision to be 'manipulated' by others. Not a sign of a weak personality, but an appetizer of something grand a ground-breaking in time to come. Plans? Motives?

Facade is a scary thing you know?

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