A quote

"Isn't it sad how some peoples grip on their lives is so precarious that they'll embrace any preposterous delusion rather than face an occasional bleak truth?"-Calvin. From Calvin and Hobbes by Bill Watterson.

How true.

90% done

Just bought shoes on the way back home after paying tuition fees today.
Somehow, tuition fee dropped from $440 to $360 to $240.
Now, what's left for prom is accessories.

Chalet tomorrow.
Won't be online for tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.
Really hope that this chalet will be fun and memorable.

But I haven't prepare my chalet clothes and stuffs yet.
Tomorrow morning then.
Hope I won't forget to bring anything.

Almost done

Prom stuffs almost done.
Left shoes and accessories.

Yup.
Regarding my previous post, the 'Ah-Bengs' are those stereotyped.
And highlighted hair does not mean one is a bad person.
It is art.
Or perhaps fashion, although not so 'IN' now.
Yea.
=)

Bleach

Didn't know bleaching effect so strong.
Now it's very yellow.
Look like Ah-Beng now.
Crap.
Spoil my image.
=)

Truth

As the saying goes," The Truth will set you free."

Well, you can guess it, I told my mum the truth.
Though I was scolded like hell, at least I felt better.
People says the truth hurts but I think the lie hurts worse.

Yup.
Now, after some sweet-talking with my mum, I will be going out with her tomorrow to buy my prom shoes.
Thus, I will be buying prom shirt on Monday with Kai Bin, Zhi Yi, and Tian Cai, if Tian Cai is confirmed.
Hmm, oh, I am not a momma's boy, I did this out of respect for her.
Lying is bad, lying after lying is worse.

Yup.
Now I am glad there's nothing to hide.
=)

Scammed

Yea, the title says it all about today's shopping.

Felt so guilty lying to my family members.

How?
Zhiyi, Kuei Hsien and I went to this shop in Far East.
We tried on some clothes and pants.
The person mumbled about alterations to the pants so Zhiyi and I just mumbled 'ya'.
In lightning speed, the person send the two pants for alteration although we didn't even pay for them.
In the end, since everything there, yes, EVERYTHING there were expensive, we said we don't want to buy.
BUT, the person said the pants already sent for alteration, cannot reject le, must pay FULL amount, $70!!!
Of course we were not happy.
But end up like no choice so we bought those damn expensive and normal looking pants.

Damn sianz, and my mum was of course angry, so I calmed her by lying that the pants discount until $40.
Then, when I reached home I asked her how she felt.
She said since it's $40, it's still considered ok.
She thus limited my budget of the clothes to $40, and shoes to $40.
Then she continued by saying that if the pants cost the original price of $70, she will flare up and tear away the pants immediately.
So now I am feeling very guilty lying to her.
But how?
I know that one lie would lead to more lies, but if I told her the truth, God knows what will happen.

I am in a dilemma.
What must I do?
I am an unfilial and bad person to lie to my mum.

The Grand Walk

Phew, went window shopping again.
Walked from Orchard Road to Bugis and back to Orchard Road.
It's been quite some time since I walked this long stretch of road again.
Realised that there are only a few shops that sell men's clothes that are suitable for Prom.
Hmm, saw quite a number of my friends there too.
LOL, perhaps today is a shopping day?

Anyways, tomorrow going out to shop for Prom clothes with Zhiyi, Kuei Hsien and Tyson.
Hope I can buy clothes which are suitable and of course must be nice.
Oh, and total cost must be below $200.

Oh ya, my hair seems quite long.
Must cut soon.
Perhaps highlight?
Hmm, will consider after sorting out my Prom budget.

Wednesday

I finally got my atm card.
The PIN number is retarded.
But I won't be using it too often lest I lost my control of money.

Hmm, feel like going window shopping again tomorrow.
Wanna get some ideas on what to wear for prom.

Hmm, my blogskin seems a bit old.
Perhaps I will be changing my blogskin soon.
Need inspirations.

Over

A Levels are over.
But there's not much excitement about it compared to the time after O Levels.

Somehow, my mind now is tangled up and I can't concentrate.

What am I doing

Just went window shopping just now.
Did not study since yesterday.
It's okay, tomorrow can still study.

Oh, someone (I am not so evil to disclose the person's name) told me yesterday that I am of no use left to that person since Chemistry is over.
LOL, I am used by that person?
Who cares anyway, I don't expect any reward for helping people or being used.
Just treat it as though this is an experience in my life.

Hmm, realised that my style of thoughts have changed.
Usually, I will feel sad or depressed if this kind of thing happens.
But not now, not in the future.
Treat every problem as a challenge and overcome them in such a way that win-win situations can arise.

Yea!
And for my friends who are still feeling sad or angry at themselves for not doing well, here's a quote for them: "Let's not look back in anger or forward in fear, but around in awareness."
Emotions are contagious, you influence people's emotions and people's emotions influence you.

Aiyaaa

I should have gone to watch Linkin Park's concert on Tuesday night.
The whole of Tuesday after Chemistry P2 is wasted due to sleeping and watching TV.
Then worst still Wednesday's Econs I think I won't be able to do very well for it.
Man, missed a chance to watch Linkin Park's concert.
Perhaps must wait till 2 years later after my NS then.

Anyways, I don't think that I should be so worried for my Econs.
No, it's not that I can do well for it, but why waste the upcoming holidays worrying instead of having fun?
Worry? No, not now.
Wait till February then start worrying when getting back of results.
It's now not over yet, there's still 2 paper 1s to go.

Slackened

Pwned!
Too long a break in between papers are detrimental.
I have been slacking since yesterday.
This is bad.
I have to study tomorrow.
Ya, think I go somewhere study.

Received Physics Paper 3 answers from Zhiyi.
Can say that I have quite a number of errors for my Physics Paper 3.
Oh well, I must work hard for Paper 1 and Paper 2.

Checked online about some stuffs about Chemistry.
Then I realised my Chemistry Paper 3 I have quite a number of mistakes too.
Oh well, I must work hard for Paper 1 and Paper 2.
Dé javu about the previous sentence?
Well, I copied it from the previous paragraph.
Ok lame.

Yup, so I must do some fruitful studying.
If not my A Levels will be screwed.

2 weeks

In 2 weeks time, it will be over.
All that we learnt these 2 years will be done with.
Still have 5 papers left.
My most feared subject now is Economics.
It is the deciding factor for my entry into University since I must pass my contrasting subject.
Yea.

Oh, by the way, there's a new member in my family.
My sister has just gotten a puppy!
His name is Dotdot because of the dot on his forehead.
He's a beagle and maltese mix.
Quite active and noisy, but quite cute too.
Wanna see his pictures?
Go MSN and see my display picture.
Yea.