Always Monday blues

Today is quite boring. Skipped physics lecture and I went to canteen with Jason to slack and talk.

Somehow I think I lost contact with the class. Feel so lost with them, kept talking about the fun during the CIP... It's only one day I missed with my class and now I feel a little alienated from my class... Maybe it's I paranoid or what?

Chemistry test returned. Flunked very very very badly. Not even at my expectation. I expected to get about at least 27/30 but instead I got a retarded 22/30. It may seem very good score for some but to me, it is totally just crap. I am so disappointed with myself. All those carelessness here and there, and some with wrong Chemistry concepts. What the hell?! So now, no matter who beg me or what, I WILL RETAIN. So that I can build up and reaffirm my Chemistry foundation as well as for other subjects and new subjects. Haiz, I think I will focus even more on Chemistry now. I am damn sad with this crap results. Shucks.

Maths tutorial in about 15 mins time. Hope I can at least pass my maths lecture test? This term's overall results aren't that good. Crap!