Tired

I am tired. Bored.
Nothing is entertaining these days.

Hmm... Got back my Block Test result slip yesterday.
Shocked when I did so BADLY. I got U, S, E, D, A. I thought it was still okay before I see the result. It looked so ugly, those U, S, E, D. Average percentile is just 40+%, which means that I rank about the last half of the whole J2s. Honestly, I am a little envious about some of my class people... Recently, I seemed to lose some grip on Chemistry too.

Now, I am a little worried that I may not have the potential to do well for my A Levels. I still remembered during Feb/Mar that time when I was considering about retaining, the teachers all say I can do well, and I have the potential. But now, I somehow have this thinking that maybe the teachers had over-estimated me. Hmm, now I am in a dilema, do I really have the potential? Even now when I am becoming more attentive, sometimes I can't understand what was being taught, especially Maths. Binomial distributions and Poisson distributions are total strangers to me. Hmm...

Oh well, let's see how will this term goes. For the better or for the worse, let God decide.