Truth

WARNING: The following will be deemed as unreadable if
1. You want to still live in deceit that I am a good person.
2. You become emo or sad easily, especially after reading things that other people wrote.

Yup, so scroll below if you wanna read.


























Call this as immature or childish in thinking but I don't care. Man, today I wasn't really late unintentionally for school, I purposely did not switch on my alarm, to see whether will people know of my absence or not. Sadly, only a few sort of note my absence during Physics Lecture. Then after Chemistry Lecture, Zhiyi and I went out of school to see if Minutes To Midnight was released. Till now, nobody asked about us. These thoughts seems immature and childish but what I am actually doing is just making do for the world. Somehow I think that ever since I gone into JC, I have been feeling sad and emo for like almost infinite number of times. Except for during last year's Orientation 1 and being the OGL of OG 26 this year, I am never happy during these 2 years. Ok, perhaps last year's 1st three months I am still happy. But after that, especially during last year's 2nd Orientation, I became sad and emo. All my laughters and smiles are just perfunctory. All those crappings and lamings are just some desperate attempts to lift my mood up. Perhaps I have depression, I am not too sure about that either. Man, my brain sucks, I've forgotten what more else I wanted to write. Oh well. It can't be forced out. School sucks, class sucks, therefore my life sucks. I am just so childish and I can't wait to bash myself up.

By the way, like I said, I am very childish and immature in my thoughts, so I don't think all of your preachings will help. So leave me to be.