Angst by Marvin
Confusion is all I see,
Frustration is surrounding me.
Delusion shrouds overwhelmingly
Solutions? Farewell thee!
Concentration is hardly,
Motivations is already sparingly.
Contradictions one two three,
Situation I've never wanted it to be.
Monday, July 30, 2007
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Printer
Everything is print print print.
Makes printing school notes so boring.
Even worse for me with no printer ink,
Oh well who give a damn about this thing!
Makes printing school notes so boring.
Even worse for me with no printer ink,
Oh well who give a damn about this thing!
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Monday, July 23, 2007
Saturday, July 21, 2007
A Test
Found this test on the internet. Enjoy!
So, take the following test presented here and determine if you are losing it or are still "with it ." There are spaces below so that you don't see the answer until you have made your answer.
Scroll down slowly, and don't CHEAT!
OK, relax, clear your mind and ...
Begin.
1. What do you put in a toaster?
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Answer: "Bread."
If you said "Toast," then give up now and go do something else. Try not to hurt yourself.
If you said, "Bread," go to Question 2.
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2. Say "Silk" five times. Now spell "Silk." What do cows drink?
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Answer: Cows drink water.
If you said "Milk," please do not attempt the next question. Your brain is obviously over stressed and may even overheat.
It may be that you need to content yourself with reading something more appropriate such as Children's World.
If you said "Water," then proceed to question 3.
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3. If a red house is made from red bricks and a blue house is made from blue bricks and a pink house is made from pink bricks and a black house is made from black bricks, what is a green house made from?
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Answer: Greenhouses are made from glass.
If you said "Green bricks," what the devil are you still doing here reading these questions?
If you said "Glass," Then! Go on to Question 4.
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4. Its twenty years ago, and a plane is flying at 20,000 feet over Germany(If you will recall, Germany at the time was politically divided into West Germany and East Germany.)
Anyway, during the flight, TWO of the engines fail. The pilot, realizing that the last remaining engine is also failing, decides on a crash landing procedure. Unfortunately the engine fails before he has time and the plane fatally crashes smack in the middle of "no man's land" between East Germanyand West Germany.
Where would you bury the survivors? East Germany or West Germany or in "no man's land"?
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Answer: You don't, of course, bury survivors.
If you said ANYTHING else, you are a real dunce and you must NEVER try to rescue anyone from a plane crash. Your efforts would not be appreciated.
If you said, "Don't bury the survivors",
Then proceed to the next question.
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5. Without using a calculator - You are driving a bus from London to Milford Haven in Wales. In London, 17 people get on the bus. In Reading, six people get off the bus and nine people get on.
In Sweden, two people get off and four get on. In Cardiff, 11 people get off and 16 people get on.
In Swansea, three people get off and five people get on. In Carmarthen, six people get off and three get on. You then arrive at Milford Haven. What was the name of the bus driver?
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Answer: Oh, for crying out loud! Don't you remember your own name? It was YOU!!
LOL!
So, take the following test presented here and determine if you are losing it or are still "with it ." There are spaces below so that you don't see the answer until you have made your answer.
Scroll down slowly, and don't CHEAT!
OK, relax, clear your mind and ...
Begin.
1. What do you put in a toaster?
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Answer: "Bread."
If you said "Toast," then give up now and go do something else. Try not to hurt yourself.
If you said, "Bread," go to Question 2.
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2. Say "Silk" five times. Now spell "Silk." What do cows drink?
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Answer: Cows drink water.
If you said "Milk," please do not attempt the next question. Your brain is obviously over stressed and may even overheat.
It may be that you need to content yourself with reading something more appropriate such as Children's World.
If you said "Water," then proceed to question 3.
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3. If a red house is made from red bricks and a blue house is made from blue bricks and a pink house is made from pink bricks and a black house is made from black bricks, what is a green house made from?
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Answer: Greenhouses are made from glass.
If you said "Green bricks," what the devil are you still doing here reading these questions?
If you said "Glass," Then! Go on to Question 4.
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4. Its twenty years ago, and a plane is flying at 20,000 feet over Germany(If you will recall, Germany at the time was politically divided into West Germany and East Germany.)
Anyway, during the flight, TWO of the engines fail. The pilot, realizing that the last remaining engine is also failing, decides on a crash landing procedure. Unfortunately the engine fails before he has time and the plane fatally crashes smack in the middle of "no man's land" between East Germanyand West Germany.
Where would you bury the survivors? East Germany or West Germany or in "no man's land"?
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Answer: You don't, of course, bury survivors.
If you said ANYTHING else, you are a real dunce and you must NEVER try to rescue anyone from a plane crash. Your efforts would not be appreciated.
If you said, "Don't bury the survivors",
Then proceed to the next question.
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5. Without using a calculator - You are driving a bus from London to Milford Haven in Wales. In London, 17 people get on the bus. In Reading, six people get off the bus and nine people get on.
In Sweden, two people get off and four get on. In Cardiff, 11 people get off and 16 people get on.
In Swansea, three people get off and five people get on. In Carmarthen, six people get off and three get on. You then arrive at Milford Haven. What was the name of the bus driver?
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Answer: Oh, for crying out loud! Don't you remember your own name? It was YOU!!
LOL!
Friday, July 20, 2007
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Time
Time by Marvin
Days travel like lightning,
Time's speeding I couldn't reach.
Lagging behind wondering,
Will there ever be a leech
Which will suck out the laziness within?
Becoming a life so rich
And purposeful, neverending.
Days travel like lightning,
Time's speeding I couldn't reach.
Lagging behind wondering,
Will there ever be a leech
Which will suck out the laziness within?
Becoming a life so rich
And purposeful, neverending.
Monday, July 16, 2007
1st Poem
Lesson by Marvin
Wanted to work hard for all the subjects
Yet an important lesson is skipped
That becomes a promise that couldn't be kept
I feel this turning into regrets,
They trickle and seep
Into my wound, my flesh, so deep.
Wanted to work hard for all the subjects
Yet an important lesson is skipped
That becomes a promise that couldn't be kept
I feel this turning into regrets,
They trickle and seep
Into my wound, my flesh, so deep.
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Last Post
This will be my last post.
My Midyears sucked. 1A, 1D, 1S and 2U. No elaboration needed here.
Yesterday went to watch Harry Potter after the Physics and Chemistry NTU Concept Tests. I think I wasted $10 fr the Physics Concept Test because almost 70-80% of the paper was purely guesswork. Chemistry Concept Test is quite okay with only about at most 10% I am not sure. Went with a good mood to Plaza Singapura, but all changed when I saw her there. She saw me, and suddenly become very close to a guy (should be her new boyfriend) to spite me. Somehow, my mood dropped to rock bottom and kept thinking about the past. That's when I emo-ed all the way. I know this is bad but I can't seem to put everything behind me. Haiz. Release me from this. How well will it be if I could ignore, but if ignorance is bliss, then eradicate my knowledge of this history. Phew, took me quite a lot of procrastination and breathe to write these. Haiz.
14th July is also my mother's birthday. Felt quite bad that I had to made my whole family wait for me to reach home before we celebrate her birthday. I also have not prepared any presents. What kind of son am I? Haiz.
So that's all I think. This will be my last post. Ending with such depressing tone. From now onwards, I won't be blogging. But rather, I will be posting poems or verses on this blogger to depict my feelings. It will be up to you all to interpret and infer what exactly I am thinking, but whether you infer right or wrong, I won't be saying. I am also starting to write a diary (a book, a real book) and pen down freely everything that I wanted, with no restrictions. Yup. So there, if you read the hidden words, don't bother asking me about the details. Ya.
My Midyears sucked. 1A, 1D, 1S and 2U. No elaboration needed here.
Yesterday went to watch Harry Potter after the Physics and Chemistry NTU Concept Tests. I think I wasted $10 fr the Physics Concept Test because almost 70-80% of the paper was purely guesswork. Chemistry Concept Test is quite okay with only about at most 10% I am not sure. Went with a good mood to Plaza Singapura, but all changed when I saw her there. She saw me, and suddenly become very close to a guy (should be her new boyfriend) to spite me. Somehow, my mood dropped to rock bottom and kept thinking about the past. That's when I emo-ed all the way. I know this is bad but I can't seem to put everything behind me. Haiz. Release me from this. How well will it be if I could ignore, but if ignorance is bliss, then eradicate my knowledge of this history. Phew, took me quite a lot of procrastination and breathe to write these. Haiz.
14th July is also my mother's birthday. Felt quite bad that I had to made my whole family wait for me to reach home before we celebrate her birthday. I also have not prepared any presents. What kind of son am I? Haiz.
So that's all I think. This will be my last post. Ending with such depressing tone. From now onwards, I won't be blogging. But rather, I will be posting poems or verses on this blogger to depict my feelings. It will be up to you all to interpret and infer what exactly I am thinking, but whether you infer right or wrong, I won't be saying. I am also starting to write a diary (a book, a real book) and pen down freely everything that I wanted, with no restrictions. Yup. So there, if you read the hidden words, don't bother asking me about the details. Ya.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
2nd Last Post
This may as well be my 2nd last post.
Blogging online is too restrictive. I always had to do some self-censorship before I write anything lest anyone gets over offended.
Yup. Just now read through Chemistry Midyears answers. It seems that I have a lot of mistakes. So I think the best I can get might be a 'C'.
Merde.
Oh, why is this my 2nd last post? Because I will be doing the last post soon. DUH.
After I know all my Midyear results.
So ya, thanks for reading my blog.
Blogging online is too restrictive. I always had to do some self-censorship before I write anything lest anyone gets over offended.
Yup. Just now read through Chemistry Midyears answers. It seems that I have a lot of mistakes. So I think the best I can get might be a 'C'.
Merde.
Oh, why is this my 2nd last post? Because I will be doing the last post soon. DUH.
After I know all my Midyear results.
So ya, thanks for reading my blog.
Monday, July 09, 2007
K-Box
Today went to K-Box.
It's ok bah, I somehow feel like I am living in deceit when I was there.
I was lying to myself that I "like" Chinese songs, so that's why I sang some Chinese songs. And also to explore about the "variety" of Chinese songs.
Actually, I think most of the Chinese songs that were sang are just crap. Mostly about love and putting people in a delusion that love is so much like fairytales and "sooo sooo sooo sweet". Bullshit. Real life isn't like that. If love is really like fairytale, everyone will be so lovey dovey with each other, which is of course not true in real life. Man and women in those songs were also protrayed very differently from the real world.
Perhaps the real world is too harsh and stressed out such that people are looking at these "songs" to numb their souls, deceiving themselves. Maybe you can say that I am a Realist, (a person who does not see the cup as half full or half empty, but rather the amount of water in the cup), so that's why I do not enjoy lingering around in these fairytales. Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, etc fiction books are a big NO-NO. Non-fiction books are what that appeals to me.
These are not targeted at anyone, but that's what I, a Realist, thinks. Face the facts, I may be an agnostic, but the truth is the truth. Why bother living in delusion and deceiving yourself? How can you be real to others if you are not real to yourself?
Reality. Facts. Truth.
Maybe I should be closing this blog.
It's ok bah, I somehow feel like I am living in deceit when I was there.
I was lying to myself that I "like" Chinese songs, so that's why I sang some Chinese songs. And also to explore about the "variety" of Chinese songs.
Actually, I think most of the Chinese songs that were sang are just crap. Mostly about love and putting people in a delusion that love is so much like fairytales and "sooo sooo sooo sweet". Bullshit. Real life isn't like that. If love is really like fairytale, everyone will be so lovey dovey with each other, which is of course not true in real life. Man and women in those songs were also protrayed very differently from the real world.
Perhaps the real world is too harsh and stressed out such that people are looking at these "songs" to numb their souls, deceiving themselves. Maybe you can say that I am a Realist, (a person who does not see the cup as half full or half empty, but rather the amount of water in the cup), so that's why I do not enjoy lingering around in these fairytales. Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, etc fiction books are a big NO-NO. Non-fiction books are what that appeals to me.
These are not targeted at anyone, but that's what I, a Realist, thinks. Face the facts, I may be an agnostic, but the truth is the truth. Why bother living in delusion and deceiving yourself? How can you be real to others if you are not real to yourself?
Reality. Facts. Truth.
Maybe I should be closing this blog.
Sunday, July 08, 2007
NTU Concept Test
Hmm, must get ready for this Saturday's NTU concept test.
So tomorrow I will be studying Physics during the self-study time period so as to do well for the Physics Concept Test and then can abolish the prerequisites for any Science courses which requires Physics.
Yup. Of course I will study for Chemistry since my course in university will be something to do with FOOD CHEMISTRY.
This is a good opportunity for securing a place for my future.
Yea. Was thinking of making another blogskin for this blog, but Macromedia Fireworks just isn't that powerful than Photoshop. If anyone has Adobe Photoshop, please lend me. Thanks!
So that's all. My terrapin just crapped on the floor, gotta go and clean the mess. =)
So tomorrow I will be studying Physics during the self-study time period so as to do well for the Physics Concept Test and then can abolish the prerequisites for any Science courses which requires Physics.
Yup. Of course I will study for Chemistry since my course in university will be something to do with FOOD CHEMISTRY.
This is a good opportunity for securing a place for my future.
Yea. Was thinking of making another blogskin for this blog, but Macromedia Fireworks just isn't that powerful than Photoshop. If anyone has Adobe Photoshop, please lend me. Thanks!
So that's all. My terrapin just crapped on the floor, gotta go and clean the mess. =)
Saturday, July 07, 2007
070707
Live Earth is today on 7pm!
Gonna turn on the TV all day for 24 hours!
Irony. If everyone turn on their TV all day for 24 hours to watch Live Earth, wouldn't it use more electricity and generate more greenhouse gases? Like what the hell?
Ok, enough of that. Yesterday went to Sentosa. No need to say much. If you wanna know more can read others' blogs.
No school today. Can wake up late, but the day will be a little boring. Oh well, maybe I can try to find something else to do.
I can feel my mind wandering again. Into where? I don't know.
Gonna turn on the TV all day for 24 hours!
Irony. If everyone turn on their TV all day for 24 hours to watch Live Earth, wouldn't it use more electricity and generate more greenhouse gases? Like what the hell?
Ok, enough of that. Yesterday went to Sentosa. No need to say much. If you wanna know more can read others' blogs.
No school today. Can wake up late, but the day will be a little boring. Oh well, maybe I can try to find something else to do.
I can feel my mind wandering again. Into where? I don't know.
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Temporary Break
Midyear is officially over.
Now it is the temporary release from studies (That is, if I had DONE any.)
So can slack off a bit.
Hmm, I don't think I should be wasting my life. Put an end to all those 'low motivation to study'.
I don't know why but everytime when I did something that appears 'wrong' either to me or other people, another part of me or perhaps my conscience will tell me what I did is wrong. But usually I will ignore my conscience and slack off, like what I did for this Midyear.
Somehow, when I am typing the previous paragraph, the conscience part of me is questioning whether I will always heed my conscience or will it be just some empty promises to just impress myself and other people.
I can only say-"Not sure".
Yup, I am very indecisive. Everything to me is 'anything', 'dunno', 'not sure'.
Sounded a lot like a fag but I am learning. I am trying to be more decisive. But it won't be soon before long.
Perhaps it is time to make up for loss time. Perhaps?
See, I am being undecisive again.
I am learning.
I am changing.
Now it is the temporary release from studies (That is, if I had DONE any.)
So can slack off a bit.
Hmm, I don't think I should be wasting my life. Put an end to all those 'low motivation to study'.
I don't know why but everytime when I did something that appears 'wrong' either to me or other people, another part of me or perhaps my conscience will tell me what I did is wrong. But usually I will ignore my conscience and slack off, like what I did for this Midyear.
Somehow, when I am typing the previous paragraph, the conscience part of me is questioning whether I will always heed my conscience or will it be just some empty promises to just impress myself and other people.
I can only say-"Not sure".
Yup, I am very indecisive. Everything to me is 'anything', 'dunno', 'not sure'.
Sounded a lot like a fag but I am learning. I am trying to be more decisive. But it won't be soon before long.
Perhaps it is time to make up for loss time. Perhaps?
See, I am being undecisive again.
I am learning.
I am changing.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Chemistry
Phew, just as I though I am gonna screw up all my test papers, I think I can still do well for my Chemistry. Paper 3 Chemistry I think I screwed up, but I think Paper 1 and 2 can make up for it. Then for Maths, I think I get a worse U than during the Block Tests.
So maybe Physics Paper 1 and 2 tomorrow I can try to at least get an E grade bah.
This Midyear examination is ruined. I have no one to blame but myself, for being too lazy. So the expected results will be crap. Yup.
So that's all. Now going off to try and rescue my Physics.
So maybe Physics Paper 1 and 2 tomorrow I can try to at least get an E grade bah.
This Midyear examination is ruined. I have no one to blame but myself, for being too lazy. So the expected results will be crap. Yup.
So that's all. Now going off to try and rescue my Physics.
Monday, July 02, 2007
STATISTICS
I hate statistics. I can't seem to get the answer for the questions in the TYS.
Ho hum, see how it goes tomorrow.
Ho hum, see how it goes tomorrow.
Sunday, July 01, 2007
Nothing Else To Do
Sidetracking. Found some pretty dumb things to do.
Ok, here are some.
Ok, here are some.
| You Are 72% Gentleman |
 Occasionally, you slip and do something foolish... but usually no one notices! |
| You Are 4% Phobic |
 Have you considered a career as a stunt double? You should at least go on one of those crazy reality shows where you eat bugs! |
| You Are Somewhat Mature |
 While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later. |
| You Are 16% Obsessive |
 While you do get hung up from time to time, you're excellent at clearing your mind. |
| You Are Agnostic |
 You're still figuring out your spiritual path... or figuring out you really don't care. You believe that no one really can know the true story about religion or God. So you might as well relax a little. You'll go crazy trying make sense of it all. |
Yup, that's all.
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