Uncontrollable

Uncontrollable by Marvin

Things in life I wanna control,
But something in me just says,"No."
A force too strong I can't grab hold,
Manifesting, emerging as a whole.
Manipulating me to the bitter end, so slow.

Spinning out of control,
Putting all my aims and goals on hold.
Wasting away everything I am told.
Yet, the warmth and spirit in me becomes old,
Turned into ignorance, all too cold.

Apologies, I wanted to show,
But words seemed to stuck in my throat.
Disappointing everyone around it's shown.
Changes are imminent you know,
For the better or for the worse, God knows.