S. S.

Science Society or Stress Society?
Today's normal schoolday is quite ok. Then came Science Society.

The turnout was not that good. Only about 4 turned up.
The teachers are also a little not happy.
So after the rest had gone, the excos had a meeting with the teachers-in-charge.
The teachers are talking about some of us being uncommitted and just playing a fool. I was also scolded for being unable to plan well for the programmes and some screw ups. He also said about perhaps sacking some members for the benefit of Science Society, but he will talk to them first. Who are the 'them' I will not say, but I was also sort of being reprimanded for introducing them to Science Society.

In order to make up for the mistakes, Elvin and I are made in charge for the upcoming CCA bazaar. So we must have the proposal ready by next Wednesday. He also said that if the CCA bazaar is a flop, my head will roll. So its stressful. I don't have much leadership and organizing skills, so how? Stress stress stress!!! Can some other leaders of other CCAs please help? Give my some ideas for CCA bazaar please...

Bloody Day LOL

Today went to donate blood. It's my first time so I was quite nervous. Everything was quite painless except for the part when they prick your fingers to test for your amount of haemogoblin. The rest are just fine. Quite fast also, perhaps I have too much blood, so its fast. My blood that flowed out was purple at first, but after a while my blood turns red. LOL. I also got to know a new friend, Samantha. She also first time donate blood. Haha. Those over there, Lisin, Carine, Mr Seah etc. Then overall the blood donation quite fun la. Hmm.. Next time I am gonna donate blood again! Those who did not donate today must also donate ok? Especially boys, I think there are more girls than boys who donated blood.

Then went for the Material Science thing, nothing much as we left early. LOL. But something interesting was this:

On the toilet door! We thought the toilet is unisex, but actually behind this door have 2 doors, one male and one female, but that spoils the fun a little.

So overall today is quite fun. Hmm.. Will be doing my Chemistry homework. By the way, if tomorrow morning does not rain, then I will be getting my certificate for having Honourable Mention in Inorganic Chemistry for the Chemistry Olympiad. Yeah! Hope really no rain, otherwise must wait for more days before I can take the certificate. LOL.

So that's all. Hope tomorrow will be a better day! =)
My mum just completed writing the letter. Will be giving them to Ms Ng or Mr Kwek or Mrs Lim or whoever in charge.

Crappy Day

Today's crappy.
I don't want to elaborate much about today. It's just plain BORING.

So today after school at home, I rushed my mother to write the letter. I can't seem to take it anymore. My class is too mugger. Study study study. All are just crap! EVERYBODY in the class is a mugger. Can't stand it. Somehow, I think that even if I am gone, the class will be too mug to notice my absence. Furthermore, I am 100% totally lost in my Physics and Maths. Flunked today's Physics test too. I am enroute to death... Man...

I hate my life... I might as well die...

Rough Draft by Yellowcard

I think I am in love with the song, Rough Draft by Yellowcard.
Everytime I go to my blog and hear this song, I feel that I am loving the song more and more.
So here is the lyrics of the song. Maybe you can listen and sing the song at the same time.

Rough Draft by Yellowcard

Like a saturday night I'll be gone
Like a saturday night I'll be gone
Before you knew that I was there

So you wrote it down
I'm supposed to care
Even though it's never there
Sorry if I'm not prepared
Is it hard to see the things you substitute
For me and all my thoughts of you
It's eating me alive to leave you

Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong
But so is your blank stare in lieu of this song
Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong

Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song

I'm breathing in your skin tonight
Quiet is my loudest cry
Wouldn't wanna wake the eyes, that make me melt inside
And if it's healthier to leave you be,
May a sickness come and set me free
Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me...

I'm finding my own words, my own little stage
My own epic drama, my own scripted page
I'll send you the rough draft, I'll seal it with tears
Maybe you'll read it and I'll reappear
From the start it was shaky and the characters rash,
A nice setting for heart ache where emotions come last
All I have deep inside, to overcome this desire
Of friendly intentions and fair-weather smiles

And I don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don’t wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this.. In lieu of this song.

Like a saturday night I'll be gone
Like a saturday night I'll be gone
Like a saturday night I'll be gone
Like a saturday night I'll be gone
Before you knew that I was there

Physics

What are the topics that will be tested tomorrow?
Some of my lecture notes are blank!
Die.

It's Saturday

Morning went to school for the Material Science and Engineering Challenge's Training. The stuff that we have to prepare for the Challenge is very difficult. Most are unheard before. Then must study for the Challenge. Yup.

Then after that went to give out flyers for our next week's CIP, which is the newspaper collection. Then after that went to eat lunch at Khatib's New York Pizza (Or something like that) with Zhiyi and Shujia. The pizzas are okay, but quite expensive for us as we did not buy the set meal. But overall still cheaper than Pizza Hut and other pizza restaurants.

Now I am blogging and watching soccer at the same time. The players are so gu-niang, screaming and shouting in pain after a slight fall. So fake. They should be actors, maybe can win the Oscar Awards. Now is Singapore 1 Malaysia 1. And its playing into extra time. Hope Singapore will win!

Hmm, I must move on. My hamster is already gone, so now must take good care of my pet terrapin aka Shy Guy (Although she's female) and let her live happily on this planet. Actually, I think that my late hamster and my terrapin are quite pitiful. They exist just to be somebody's pets. I can't set them free as they sure cannot survive in the wild. So now must make Shy Guy's life as happy as possible. Yup, so that's all.

TGIF

It's Friday! Changed my blog song to Rough Draft by Yellowcard.

Morning raining so no assembly, so no prize presentation for me.

Then PE is standing broad jump, I jumped 221cm.. Short of 1 cm to get D-grade. (To girls who read this, yours all so slack one!) Then is chin-up, I can do 7. So I passed chin-up and went to play basketball. Its raining so I did not express out all my skills. LOL

Then break, then physics. Physics is nothing much, but something funny is that the lab says some things missing from the lab due to our practical so our class will have to pay for it. $0.95 each.. LOL, wonder how much the school earns from this. Dunno whether is real or not, maybe the lab people lost the things themselves and blame us? Or someone in our class is a thief? Hmm..

Then econs. Econs test I think I die. Sianz, this term I think I flunked almost all my tests.

Then break, then GP. Ya. I did not go for The One auditions. I withdrew the last minute. My voice not nice mah, later people laugh at me. Besides, the competition is quite tense, most of them all quite pro. Maybe I humji? I dunno.

Yup. That's all for today. Tomorrow have Material Science and Engineering Competition training and also have to give out flyers for our next week CIP which is to collect old newspaper.

I still miss my pet hamster... Thanks for spending your life with me... Hope you are happy in heaven...

3 Things

3 things so write. Good thing, neutral thing and sad thing.

Good thing:
Tomorrow if there is no rain, I will be receiving my prize for the Chemistry Olympiad!

Neutral thing:
I think I will be reconsider again my decision of whether to retain or not. All my teachers do not want me to retain. All of them said they are will to help me in school work if I needed. I am really touched. Somehow I think our school's teachers are quite good. Hmm...

Sad thing:
My pet hamster aka LiBai died today! His age is about 2years old. There is still water and food there for him so I don't suppose it died due to starvation or thirst. But I think it is my negligence that killed him. These few weeks I did not really 'talk' to him and play with him. So maybe he too bored and died? Or maybe it is his age. Hamsters' lifespan is about 2years. So maybe he is old already. I will still miss him. So tomorrow's The One audition will be dedicated to him. My lovely hamster. Sobs...

Wednesday

Today's Wednesday! CCA day too! Science Society was better today, with J1's attendance of 5 people! Increased from last week of 4 J1s! Yea! Hope more will come!
And today I got back my Maths' Maclarin's Series Test, as expected, I got a '0'. Failed badly baddest. Er I mean 'worst'. So Friday will be having a retest. Hope can at least improve. So I must study for it.
Tomorrow is Chemistry test. Periodicity, Halogens, Alkaline Earth Metals, Transition Metals. Wow, so much to study. Must study so that I can do well. Must do better so can get top in school instead of being third. =)
By the way, now I am using my spare phone. So I can now reply your SMSes when I am at home. =)
This year I think I am more involved in many programmes. I joined 'The One' and also will be participating in the blood donation. More enthu in school perhaps.
That's all, have to go mug le. CHEMISTRY GO GO GO!!! =)

Out of connection

My phone spoil sia. Yesterday night spoil. I can't on my phone. Crap.
So if you have anything to tell me, MSN me or tie a note at the foot of a pigeon and fly it to me. The pigeon must not have bird flu... LOL...
Ok, so for a short period of time, I am going to be unconnected.
By the way, somehow my wimpy little bruise on my knee seems to have caused another problem i think. The bruise is gone but occasionally when I bend my knee, a short sharp pain suddenly appeared. Hope it is nothing much, and hope there is no crack or fracture. The fall is so small matter. Nothing big will happen, I hope. Cross my fingers.
Yup. No one online now. So I think I have nothing to do. So that's all for today.

Phew

Was actually quite worried when I was looking for Mr Kwek.
He asked me to go into his office, then he asked Mrs Lim to come too.
Then he told me many consideration points so that my choice will be firm and right.
So, I will have to ask my parents to write a letter to him so that he can arrange a time for my parents and Ms Ng to meet and talk.
Actually, I think Mr Kwek is a nice man, I at first thought he is no good, but now, he is actually very nice. Mrs Lim too, she is also quite nice.
So the subject combination that I will be taking is Chemistry H2, Maths H2, Geography H2, Eng Lit H1. Yup.
So when I reach home, I will tell my parents to write a letter about my reasons and other stuffs.
So that's all. All my nervousness and stress all gone. So I will try to be happy now. Yea!
=)

Leave me alone

Only happy thing today is OG breakfast.
No mood to do anything else.
Flunked maths test.
Haiz.
Je suis triste.
La vie semble sans signification parfois.
Haiz.

Yea!

The Death Note sound track finally completed downloading. Now I have the sound track from Death Note 1. Haha!
Those who want from me can ask me... Haha!
So happy!

Boring Sunday

As usual, Sunday is quite boring.
I think BitTorrent is useless sia, I found the deathnote soundtrack which is about 114mb big but the downloading speed is like on the average, 2kb/s. Retarded sia. Perhaps this is telling me to support original. LOL.

Today is really boring. Nothing much to do. I need some life in my life! Hmm, perhaps I should just quit school and have fun all day. No lah, that was a joke. But it's really boring.

100% pure SIANZ...

OG6 Outing!

Today's OG6 outing!
Those who came: Zhiyi, Jonathan, Me, Guan Kang, Adeline, Xue Wei, Shona, Ren Kai, Jin Sheng, Chee Siong.

We played pool at Cineleisure for about an hour, then we go Yoshinoya talk talk. Poor Chee Siong, he lost his wallet. About $60+ bucks GONE! Sad sia. Ya, then we went to Heerens to walk walk, then due to most of us being tired and sleepy, we went home at about 6pm+.

Wow, I summarized the whole day so easily. Yea.

Ok, for some thoughts:
What are you? Iron or Aluminium? Iron forms oxide and is a corrosive process, in which when one atom is being reacted or becoming rusted, it will drag other atoms down together, forming a big disgusting rust. But aluminium forms oxide which is a protective process, in which some aluminium atoms sacrificed themselves to protect other atoms. So what are you? Iron or aluminium? Think about it. Selfishness or selflessness. =)

Crap!

Ok, the smoke dissipated... I was listening to music on my computer then suddenly, i heard a POP sound, then I saw thick smoke coming out from my speaker! My speaker exploded literally sia. Now I can't listen to music on my computer le, and will have to find a new speaker.
Wah, I am now coughing from the smoke, it seems the smoke is stuck in my throat sia.

Strange Week

I feel strange these few days. Somehow I.. Aiya, don't know how to express it. Ya. School's still ok-ok.

Today's GP lesson was fun. We watched some advertisements from oversea's television. Their advertisements were like WOW! Funny, creative and leaves an impression. I wonder why Singapore's advertisements are plain and dull. Maybe Singapore should learn from other countries and make Singapore a more vibrant and creative country!

Recently I seem to enjoy biting on a piece on ginger. Last time I don't really like to eat ginger as the taste is weird. But now I think its ok. Oh no, I think I am becoming old le. Nooooo...

Did some tiny modifications to my blog. Did anyone see any difference? It's at the welcome page. I added some phrases there. Hehehe.

Tomorrow is outing with OG6! Yup, that's my OG last year, now still in contact. So OG26 people, stay in contact! It never hurts to make good friends!

Seems like I have been blogging everyday...
Hmmm, so that's all for now. When inspiration comes, I will blog more.

Damn Sad

Damn sad sia, common lunchbreak no one from our class eating in the canteen. All are scattered.
So I went to computer lab to waste time. Sometimes our class can be so fun but sometimes it is really shit. That's why I said I love and hate my class. Two extremes. BUT I still love my class anyways. Deep in my heart that is.

By the way, I think I will find the principal only after I have more information about the new subjects that I will be taking eg. Geography and English Literature. So in this period of time, I will ask my friends who are taking these subjects and get their feedback about them. If the feedback is good, then off to the principal's office. If not, maybe try to look for other subject combinations. I am not procrastinating but just that Mr Soh told me to be more clear about the path and the subjects that I am taking before I make any rash choice that may bring regrets to my life.

Oh well, now still have about 1hr before Chemistry Practical starts. Perhaps I just stay in the computer lab alone bah then maybe later then eat? Hmm...

It's Wednesday...

Guess what? Yong Thung, my og member who left NYJC, came and he gave me a present! It's a glass and sort of not suitable for children but quite cute actually. Thanks!!!

Science Society today. Only 4 J1s turned up, quite pathetic. Not like other CCAs which has over 50+ J1s. BUT! At least this shows SS still have SOME signs of success during the CCA bazaar. Otherwise if no one turn up, SS will be going down.

The teachers-in-charge of Science Society chided us for not being fully prepared for the first day of SS for the J1s. It's our fault.

Actually I am quite envious of other CCAs as they have so many new members... Haiz, perhaps when I go to my new J1 class if everything is confirmed, then I will try to pull more J1s into joining SS.

So that's all. Practicals tomorrow, hope it will be quite fun! =)
By the way, I've changed my blog song to 'Speed of Sound' by Coldplay, which is also the song that I will be singing if I join The One.

This is it

My parents allowed the decision of retaining. So I went to Ms Ng today after CT period.
She said she will ask the school about it and get back to me. And she also said that I may have to use my last year's L1R5 to re-register into NYJC as a new student. Luckily my L1R5 was 10. So chances of me being still in NYJC is quite high.

It's tough and emotional to leave such a wonderful class. Although I kept complaining about the class, I still love it and it's the best class I had since my schooling days. No class can replace 0619. 0619's memories will be always in my heart. Don't miss me too much ok? =)

BUT, before everything is confirmed and before a new class is assigned to me, I will still be in 0619. So I will try to enjoy 0619 for now before any changes take place.

By the way, I feel like joining 'The One' aka NYJC's talentime competition. Although my voice is totally s-h-i-t but at least I want to have some experience. Yea. And the song I will be singing is 'Speed Of Sound' by Coldplay.(Maybe next time I will put it as my blog music) I want to sing this song as I can fake my voice into something like a falsetto. Dunno what's a falsetto? Go check it out in your dictionary!

So that's all. Will be doing my Chemistry Transition Metals tutorial and perhaps Maths Integration tutorial. Bye! =)

Two Things

Changed blog song to 'Superman' by Five For Fighting.
Ok, back to serious stuff.
Good news or bad news?
Hmm.. Good news first...

Today had social dance in the school hall. That's a PE lesson by the way. Learnt some basic steps but those steps are quite vital for those more difficult ones, so I will have to perfect it. Haha. Quite fun la the dance.

Ok now for the bad news or whatever you think of it as. I shrank it so it is only for those who want to see. Those who do not want to see can just close your browser window by clicking on the 'X' at the top right corner. Thank you.
School is getting boring day by day with the subjects that I hated to the core. No mood to do ANY homework. I even skipped today's maths lecture. Then I saw Zijie, he looks quite happy la, then he said he don't need to take Chinese, Project Work and J1 SPA. So good!!! I at first I do not want to retain because I thought I will have to redo Chinese and Project Work. Furthermore, Maths, Physics and Economics sucks and I hated them. I have already thought of dropping them during last year's march/april. But I didn't because I don't want to leave my friends. However, I am prepared to leave my friends because the sight of them mugging makes me feel very strange and uneasy. Actually I hate muggers so that is why I do not want to go to AJC. But now, NYJC is also a damn it mugger school. Hope this year's J1s will not be that mugger. Yup. I would rather sacrifice one year of my life rather than to live in misery forever. My parents are not home yet so when they are home, I will tell them that I want to retain. If they said ok, then I will tell Ms Ng first thing in the morning, then goodbye to 0619. =)
I am not giving up, but actually finding another way to survive JC.

=)

Rainy Sunday

It has been raining all day. So I am stuck at home doing nothing much.
Hmm, perhaps I will start doing my maths integration tutorial.
Tomorrow's timetable is quite good, lectures all the way until maths tutorial then PE.
'The Day After Tomorrow' is at 7pm today! Yea! Nice movie, it's about the terror that Mother Nature can bring to us if we continue destroying our environment.
Hmm, that's all. The rainy day makes me tired. Maybe I go sleep for a while bah. =)

OG26 Outing!

Before I start, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHIYI! Hope you be less gay and less fat. But I doubt so. =)

Ok so here goes, OG26 Outing today!
Was actually going to Sentosa, but the sky seemed to be overcast and threatening so we went to Marina Square to K-Box instead. Those who were present were Naomi, Ridhwan, Sharon, Jane, Jasmine, Chun Yang, Bao Zhu, Zi En, and ME!

Quite good la, our OG people is not like our class people who sings only Chinese songs. My OG people still knows some English songs.. But my singing not that good, so if your ears got problem, come find me... Haha.. OG26 ROCKS!

Had quite a fun day. All my problems and troubles were forgotten. Yea! More outings in the future! OG26 ROCKS! (Did I said that before? Oh I did.) Anyways, OG26 ROCKS! =)

Rainy Days

It rained like mad this morning. I ran to avoid the rain and sadly, I tripped and fell onto the ground. Injured are both my knees and my left elbow. The left elbow and right knee do not hurt that much--only slight abrasion. BUT the left knee hurts like hell! I can't bend it properly! When I fall, I leaned towards my right so my left side hurts more. Then I got no recollection of the impact, it all happenned too fast. But I was stunned, lying on the ground for like a few seconds to get back to reality. Then there's this man who was just like a few feet from me, he's like a jerk sia, he just watched me tripped and fall, and watched me recover and continued on. Eye-power so pro sia, think he got psychic power to help me up ah?

Nevermind about this. My left knee's injury looks the nicest, and the loviest. It's a heart-shaped injury! It's like the ground was in love with me and gave me sort of 'love bite'. Haha! Ok, let me show you the injury:

Nice huh? There's a heart shape!

Ok, the pain was excruciating, it made me feel a little annoyed for the whole day. So I anyhow do my GP Comprehension and GP Composition. Come to think of it, I think what I did was an act of irresponsibilty. Using other things as an excuse. Furthermore, why would I have to share my burden with my GP tutor? I am in the wrong. I hereby apologize to those I 'annoyed'. Ya.

So that's all. May my injuries heal as quickly as possible. Yea! =)

Sleepless

These few days I seemed to be unable to fall asleep. It's like having insomnia.
I can't sleep today. Perhaps my conscience telling me to buck up and study?

Some people in my class are quite "funny". They tell you to not study and just play but they end up becoming studious behind you and sometimes asking for more homework to do as they have nothing to do at home. This is like SO "funny". Sort of like back-stabbing. Killing us off before we can have a one-on-one fair battle in the examination hall.

Some might say this happens when the mind is weak, people tell you to do what, then you do what. They say this as a weak personality and foolish to be manipulated by someone. But THIS is a decision, a decision to be 'manipulated' by others. Not a sign of a weak personality, but an appetizer of something grand a ground-breaking in time to come. Plans? Motives?

Facade is a scary thing you know?

Chi-Ching!

Yea, I have some money now! So can buy new bag le! Yea!

Today's a good day. Went to hang out with my OG during the common lunch break. Then for Chemistry practical, it was full of flavours! All kinds of pungent gases like sulphur dioxide, chlorine, hydrogen chloride, hydrogen bromide, hydrogen iodide, bromine, iodine, hydrogen sulphide etc, filled up the whole lab, and stinks like shit, literally! Today's economics is also quite fun, the teacher is good lor, so I am happy to have that teacher, her name is Mrs Tay or something like that.

Today's quite a good day, tomorrow will be having a comprehension and a composition tests. So its sort of like hell. But yea, that's JC life, must try to get used to it although I have been here for a year.

Sometimes, it is really very sianz, everytime when I have something in my mind that I want to blog, I will forget it whenever I am blogging. Then it will be back into my mind after I off my computer. Like my brain can turn on and shut down whenever it wanted. LOL.

Relieved

Oh yea, my 1450words econs essay has been completed! FINALLY! So tomorrow will be able to face the new econs teacher.

Today's the school's CCA bazaar. The turn-up was quite bad actually. I think a lot of the J1s ponned the CCA bazaar. It looks more dead than last year, but surprisingly, more people signed up for Science Society. Maybe this batch contains more nerds? Hmm.. But actually I think Science Society quite sad lor, when I gave the leaflets to some of the J1s, they glanced and said, "Yeeeee, science club" then I doubt they will join Science Society. And another thing also quite sad, none of my OG members joined Science Society. Maybe Science Society really needs some extreme makeover so that it will sound COOL enough for people to join. Science Society sounds so yesterday. Maybe "Tha'Scienze" sounds more hip and yea! Constantly restructure and remake, this would allow a certain thing to be not left out by time. Science Society should do the same.

Tomorrow will be getting my pay too. So hope will have enough money to give my parents, my grandfather, and enough money to buy a new bag! Eh, no 'hope', cannot 'hope'. So MUST have enough money to give my parents and my grandfather, and enough money to buy a new bag! Yea! I feel so materialistic, living in such a material world.

Another School Day

School is okay today. My GP teacher is quite nice, which is sort of a blessing. So I just handed in my uncompleted GP holiday assignment and asked for his forgiveness. So now, most of my fears have been abolished, except for econs, my 1450word essay is still not completed yet. Sounds like trouble.

I am also quite happy, I found others who also enjoyed listening to English music, and they are some of my OG people! So there are still some people who enjoyed the same interests as me!

Hmm, tomorrow is the CCA bazaar. Wonder who will join Science Society?

Oh ya, everyone is my class is assigned a pokemon! Childish class right? But it's ok since we are in a JUNIOR college. So I am a Wailmer. The whale-like pokemon. LOL. And finally, our class jersey is finally finalised, and on my jersey will not be 'Marvin', but 'Muffin'! So those who see my jersey will feel hungry. And shows that I am sweet! =)

First Official Day in School

Today's the first official day in school, feels like I am lagging behind a lot! But no homework requires me to hand them in today. So I am still saved. But tomorrow will be handing in GP holiday assignments. Haha.
Hmm, not sure what else to blog about.
Oh ya, PE today, measured height and weight, my height is 175cm. Shrank from 176cm. Then my weight is 66.2kg. I think I became lighter, last time was almost 70kg. Yup.
Hmm, I played basketball for the first time this year since like last year August or September. And I did shoot in a ball for my team! Haha.
Yup, that should be all. So hope tomorrow will be a better day, and hope there will be OG outing. Yea!

Sort of a Fruitful Day

Did only SOME of my work today. Long time since I did ANY work. Today someone from some company called me say I was shortlisted for a job interview. Then I was like 'What the?' Since when did I applied for a job interview? So I gave them stupid excuses like I am very very very busy in school for the next few weeks so will be unable to be down for interview. =)
Kind of miss my OG although its just been a day.
This orientation makes me feel like I am back in last year, when I was having my own orientation. But its now back to reality, I am a J2 now. So must prepare for the upcoming and dreaded A-Levels.

Anyways, for now, I will be changing my blog song to Blind by Lifehouse. Quite a sweet and song, about a relationship break-up but the guy still have a lot of feelings for the girl. And below is the lyrics.

Blind by Lifehouse

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless
As you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep
That even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you is blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Than you'll ever know
When part of me died
Will I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything
Would be like it was before
But nights like this
It seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you is blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Than you'll ever know
When part of me died
Will I let you go
After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you is blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Than you will ever know
When part of me died
Will I let you go

And I loved you more
Than you will ever know
When part of me died
Will I let you go

OG 26!!!

Time passes quickly when we are having fun.

This is very true. Orientation 1 2007 has just ended. And I am proud to say that my OG 26 is a success! I am very proud of OG 26 peeps, you guys have done very well!

Actually I was quite worried for my OG as they are not that high on the first day, but on subsequent days, some came forward to lead the cheers and I can say that most of them became more enthu, especially during the disco night when we are like some crazy lunatics escaped from the mental hospital.

They are who we OGLs are. We high, they high, we dull, they dull too. I can admit that during the first day, I was not that high as I was a little shy and did not know how to approach them. But after the first day, I somehow managed to find a way to approach them and therefore they became more enthu! I was really touched when they gave Sarah, Cheng En and me the big chocolates! Thanks guys!

Orientation 1 2007 has ended, now I will have to move on and catch up with my studies. With tons of holiday homework, yes, my holiday homework, still left untouched or just barely touched, I would have to rush to finish them. Hmm..

That's all, OG 26 must keep in contact ok? And enjoy your 1st three months here, it's really a very memorable experience in your lifetime! =)

Sentosa!

Too tired to blog. But sure was a fun day! =)

First Day of School

Today's the first day of school. My OG people are okay, but not that high, so tomorrow I will use my throat fully and be high like some lunatic from the mental hospital.
Yup.

Then something magical or miraculous happened in school today. I saw Mr Low, the Chemistry teacher that taught me during the Chemistry Olympiad training, he said I won some award in the Singapore Chemistry Olympiad. I was like 'huh?' no one informed me or anything, so I thought perhaps its not me since I only did the Olympiad paper halfway and did not qualify for the practical. Then I saw Mrs Huang, she also said the same thing to me. This got me more puzzled, so just now when I go check, I was shocked! My name was really there! I was like, 'Oh my GOD! Tyco-ness!" But it's really there, http://www.chemistry.nus.edu.sg/events/olympiad/SChO-2006%20awards.pdf

So its not a dream. Haha. I sounded SO hao lian, butat least I have something to show.
Blearh, I feel like slapping myself. =)
Hope tomorrow will be a good day too!

Puzzled

Oh my God! I told my mum if my homework not completed then when the teacher scolds don't blame me.
Then my mum just said BU YAO JIN aka nevermind.
Wow! Since when did my mum become so loose on my discipline? Last time I didn't do my homework she scolded like xiao then sometimes will cane me, but now, really oh my God!
Hmm.. Not sure if this is a blessing or a curse. But hope what she did will be of benefit to me. =)

Pissed

2nd day of the new year and I am so freaking pissed at myself.

My printer no ink, so I went out to buy the ink. Then I sort of forgot the model of the printer, so I phoned home. No answer. Since I was like desperate to print out my work as soon as possible, I just buy the ink (the person there told me if wrong ink cannot change).
When I reached home, I realised I got the wrong model, my printer model is CX4100, not C41uX. I mixed up. So I was like so so so pissed, like $30.00 wasted just like that! Hmm, so if anyone of you your printer model is C41 series, Epson brand, please buy the colour ink from me. I will sell you at 10% discount.

I was thinking that, "DIE, cannot print. Tomorrow 100% DIE le"
But luckily after mass sms-ing some of my friends, Tian Cai came to the rescue, he agreed to help me print. Thanks! Although I sent him the work that was not completed, I think it is better than not handing in at all. Somemore I tomorrow if I have time then I will try to rush and finish it.

Yup, and I just realised that I have not eaten anything since breakfast YESTERDAY! But I don't feel any hunger yet, not even a pinch. Perhaps I lost my sense of touch for my stomach? I don't think I will be eating dinner, seems like I have completely lost my appetite. Hmm...

New Year Resolution

Alright, this is it.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Hmm.. A new year means a new and better me..
In the new year, I want to be more of a mugger as I have been slacking way way way too much last year.
Hopefully I can fully adapt to my JC life so that I won't be retaining or whatsoever.
Also, make more friends and be a real friend to all my friends.
Helping out more with my family, my friends in school work, my CCA, and other commitments.
Hmm.. Oh ya, hopefully this year will be the year I pass my NAPFA test with a silver or better!
That's all. Now, about last year...

Many things happened last year.
JC. New friends, new challenges, more obstacles, tile-project, promos, conflict with friends, misunderstandings, patching up with friends, forgiving others, optimist, pessimist etc.

Life. Break-up, moved on, get a holiday job, more income, love life.

Yup. So that's all. May this new year bring more hope, peace and happiness to everyone around me. Oh ya, and go go go for A levels!
Yea! =)